After ages I've been this distorted. Moving ahead or staying back.. To give yourself a chance to relive or to give a chance to others.. Whom could I possibly ask what to do?!
Being the most decisive person for a long time, it's so annoying not knowing which thing is in my best interest.
Do people in our life make things difficult or the fickle mind of yours?! I think the fear of regretting makes it harder to be decisive.
And to move forward, leaving the part of your life behind, is not so easy. Was this our destiny? Is that the way it was suppose to be?
Is it the intended end? No matter how many people advise you, no matter how many times you recall the trail of events to be sure, nothing seems to satisfy the need to get to a point where you could either be positive or negative about something.
If only there was a book written to tell us what to do. 😐 After almost 26 years living this forsaken life, I know what is right and wrong but seems like that is not enough.. There's still so much to learn. There might be something more worse waiting to happen. Or there might be , at last something good waiting to happen. We wouldn't know it ,unless we take a step ahead to the unknown.
