Numero Uno

I was born in the city of dreams,  Mumbai! Well that's a good start, isn't it?  I don't remember much from that time but when ever i think of Mumbai my heart just pumps joy.  I feel like my life is meant to be remembered, lived like a queen..  Anyhow,  i have traveled and lived in so many cities across Maharashtra i never really made any friends.. i was the student who just passes by the school year 6 months here 6 months there. Result was i never felt content as i knew after few days I'll go someplace else.
When i think of it, maybe that is the reason i never finish what i start in the fear or hope it's gonna end someday and my efforts will not make any difference. 
     I honestly never knew i was beautiful till i graduated,  such a cliché! Nobody told me and i never believed my eyes i guess.  Even though i was the pretty kid, i never was the famous kid or in any group as i always used to end up in new school in midterms.. I always yearned that attention, fame.  And now when i look back my childhood and even teenage i never really achieved that. 
      What was really the reason i will never know.  Although I'm happy that i never had any fights,  never had complaints, i always did what i was suppose to do.  I could have done much much better, of course,  but that fear inside me that i will never be accepted here as i will eventually leave this place too, i never tried going furthermore...