Saturday, 17 October 2015

To be or not to be!

          I absolutely believe everybody has a right to have an individual set of principles as to how they want to pursue their life..  I just was under the impression that people should also be compassionate,..  It's alright if you can't make a difference in anyone's life or anything...  I have had an immense luck to have met people who are so wonderful, have worked so hard to be where they are right now.. ; and bad luck to have encountered some douchebags who don't know why on earth they are even alive!!!!
I'm no saint, I've done my set of sins too but I evaluate myself every damn day if and when I've done wrong and try not to repeat the mistakes...  And I believe it doesn't matter how your parents raised you... I mean c'mon they didn't stretch you from few inches infant to 6 feet of a giant.  You grow naturally,  like that even your thought process, rules to live by should also change naturally..  It's okay to go wrong and make trouble choices, it's alright to get hurt or even to hurt someone but evaluate what kind of life you wanna live ahead. . And change!!!! 
          
            I have blamed all the world for the wrong things happened to me.  But at the end of the day i know i did wrong..  And tried to accept it and given myself a chance to change.. Nothing will give you a certainty if your life will be better or not.. Having faith in yourself can help..
           More than often I doubt myself, about my own happiness, if what I did was right or not..  It's the most difficult thing in the world to let go of the person whom you loved the most.. Rather than walking away standing still is the most hurtful thing you'd do to yourself... When your tears and self consoling is the only thing you keep doing until the time you run out of reasons to move on..  One day you have to have the courage to come or the damning state and walk ahead...  It will take you to those dark places you never knew existed but don't be a quitter..  When the time is right to quit,  it will happen without your permission till then live!
In the midst of all the chaos you shall find the peace you ever yearned for..  

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