It must have happened zillion times. We all have faced it. To just neutralise our disappointment we have developed this rule of sorts that don't expect anything from anyone so you won't get hurt... but in reality we are just trying to avoid the situation.. In my case, and I hope I'm not alone, my whole life is a big mountain of disappointments.. From others and myself too. We want something to happen which never really comes in to reality then we have this wonderful gift to blame everything on everyone close to us or sometimes society... but will never accept that we feared to lose, we are afraid of someone or the other to feel hurt or we are afraid of somebody's anger...
Be it relationships, be it career choices, and sadly in our society our life partners also.... From which toys to play with, which school to go to and how we should be represented in the society everything is done by us from the fear of provoking, hurting, disappointing someone.. Are we really that moronic??!! (I don't know if that's even the word :P )
Why can't we just be the way we wanna be, earn or not earn the traditional way, do the things we wanna do?? Why does it always have to be concerning to parents or life partners or friends or society? I thought we are evolved species and survival of the fittest and what not rubbish..
Is it just to learn in books and earn some few good scores and that's it... Never follow any of the education in actual life..
I feel like apes were much happier than human beings.. eat a banana and yay we are the happiest laughing creatures... And here we are billion years of evolution paSt by and still we can't even eat a bloody pizza without thinking about the calories,.. We can't buy a freaking car without thinking about the income tax and future plans... We can't afford to give our children the hope to live their life they might choose in future without thinking about ten different problems that might happen!!!!!!!
Why can't we just be the way we wanna be, earn or not earn the traditional way, do the things we wanna do?? Why does it always have to be concerning to parents or life partners or friends or society? I thought we are evolved species and survival of the fittest and what not rubbish..
Is it just to learn in books and earn some few good scores and that's it... Never follow any of the education in actual life..
I feel like apes were much happier than human beings.. eat a banana and yay we are the happiest laughing creatures... And here we are billion years of evolution paSt by and still we can't even eat a bloody pizza without thinking about the calories,.. We can't buy a freaking car without thinking about the income tax and future plans... We can't afford to give our children the hope to live their life they might choose in future without thinking about ten different problems that might happen!!!!!!!
I'm so glad I don't ever wanna live by any societal rituals... When the time comes I'll find a way to survive but never by the fear of someone leaving me or hurting me... or better yet to be disappointed!!!!!
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