Killing it!

   What kills you is not what causes your heart to stop beating, it is what prevents you from living.
        

        I have always been very fascinated with death.  I used to ask questions to anyone whom I thought to have some answers, what exactly happens after you die..  Why people fear death so much?  Why people cry if they believe in heaven and hell? so on and so forth. To be honest I used fear death like everyone else but now a days I've come to make peace with it..  People who want to die, I understand why they wanna do it. Good lord, I've tried it myself... Fortunately or unfortunately I've read so much about afterlife, its almost the very illuminating thing I ever have known... I am not sure if that's gonna be true or not but it's satisfying to know some things about the journey after death.. 

        

        I absolutely love these interesting things, immorality, 100% brain activation and illuminating your chakras..  There's so much to learn in little long life..  There's so much to life than just earning money and saving it for a rainy day.  and die one day without having to spend it.  There are much more fascinating things to do than getting married and procreating..  Its not how one live and die... 
   
       I used to,  in fact I had planned my whole life when I finished my college.  Well, evidently nothing happened that way.  I again planned and planned, only to learn you won't live if you may plan your life..  Your choices and decisions will create suitable plans and make you live that life until the time you change your choices again...  Cycle of life in life.  I am so sure everyone must have that imaginary life that they wish to live..  That's how this economy and world order works..
New things every new day..  In this chaos, I can only imagine if anyone actually remembers the purpose for which they were born.. Those extra ordinary things they wished they had learnt or known.. 
         If not this life maybe in the next one!